A new addiction

A new addiction to write you,
you call it, but if only you know
breathing is not addiction,
beating of heart is neither,
reaching out to you, instinctually
is not an addiction, my dear
but a reason to ensure that
day has been spent well,
is the reason, why the day
will be counted as a day lived
and not forgotten just as I forget
dates, times, hours, numbers.

I remember moments though,
and best I remember are the 
ones spent with you or spent
thinking about you.