Day Fourteen

I have been numb
all day today,
just quiet inside out,
like a foggy mirror,
not reflecting
anything clear,
not even taking effort.
Not trying to recall 
those sweet moments,
when once you rested
your head on my chest
or those moments
which left bitter aftertaste,
when once you brutally
compared me to him.
Somewhere deep in this
numbness is tranquility
of your presence.
A peace in knowing
you are here, holding my hand
assuring me of your faith,
building my faith,
in our faith.